Dragging

Shalom:
There are days I am full up and at'em.
And then there are those days I just drag myself along.
Today was one of those days.
Good thing it was Shabbat. Because I would not been able to get myself going for anything.
I believe it is tied in with Mark's deployment. It's the 'why bother cleaning the house, go shopping, take a shower,' that, well there is no one to do all of this for, so why bothr.
Because I am someone. I am important. I like nice surroundings, nice meals and to feel clean.
Sometimes I hav to give myself that swift kick in the tush and remind myself to take care of myself.
For me and for my man.